“How do you catch a cloud and pin it down?”
"How do you solve a problem like Maria? How do you catch a cloud and pin it down? …How do you hold the moonbeam in your hand?"
I can’t seem to grab hold of my muse. I wanted to write, and there are ideas in my head I’d like to put into writing. However, I am experiencing some sort of mental embolism, for a huge block seem to let the ideas flow in a trickle. Hence, rather than being able to fully translate my thought into something concrete, I had chunks of paragraph repeatedly rephrased and typed, only to find myself deliberately deleting them completely.
It was good while it was in my head, but somehow it eludes me when I have to actually put them all down into writing. It’s as frustrating as not being able to sneeze when you really wanted to. And so you are left tortured with an itchy nose and watery eyes. It’s like you almost got it, but not really. *sigh* Forever reaching but always come short.
And since it seems futile to waste my time sitting here and trying to rack and torture my tortured brain…I will resign. It’s been too long. Until I am fueled and inspired to try again, I shall remain welcoming new thoughts to add to the collection I may have seemed to lock within this grey matter of mine. Perhaps the quantity can cause all to just freely overflow or perhaps burst the chanel open and all I have to be concern about is getting my slow fingers to type them all down. Perhaps…but for now, I must resign. And temporarily cease, I shall.
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